Life.

Hello minority out there who reads my blog, it's been awhile since i last posted. It's the holidays now and i'm practically rotting at home every single day. Well, this post will be mainly about friends, results and yes,  him.
Results
Shocked enough, i've gotten the first in cohort. Honestly, i didn't expect myself to achieve such good grades. All my effort paid off at last, it was worth it after all. At least that's one thing i can be happy about. Ridiculous much, I wasn't on cloud nine when i know about the news. Instead, i just smiled to my class while they clapped for me. Frankly speaking, I was worried for him. I didn't really cared about my results, i was just hoping and praying that he'll be able to promote to the same class as me next year. Glad to say, he did :')
Friends
Firstly, i've to thank all my lovely girls for always being there for me when i needed someone to confide to.  They never fail to be there for me, thankyou sweethearts :-* Especially my netball mates, we were there for each other whenever coach scolds us, we trained together, laughed together, suffered the strenuous trainings together and of course, shared our problems with one another. Having this team of mine is the best thing i ever had in school. But i would like to take this opportunity to apologise, apologise for always breaking down and cry infront of you guys. And you all have to try your best to cheer me up. I'm sorry, really sorry for being so weak. But having friends like you guys are really a rare opportunity, I'll never want to lose you guys. And of course, my classmates. I'm contented, contented to be in this class filled with joy and laughter. Not to forget my 5 dearies whom i always spend my recess with, they brought the most joy into my life and we share the dirtiest little secrets together. And to all my loyal and helpful boy friends out there, thanks for always helping me whenever Nikki and I quarrel. Without you guys, i doubt we'll be able to solve all these conflicts and misunderstandings. Once again, i love you guys <3
Him
Yes, we're together, finally. But sometimes i wonder if this is even a prank for me. I used to want him so badly last time and it seems like i always can't go a day without thinking of him. But now, he gave me so many heartaches and sometimes even cause me to have mixed feelings for him. We all get sick and tired of the same thing happening again and again. How hilarious, we won't laugh at the same joke again but why do we cry over the same thing again and again? To be honest, i got tired of this relationship cause it seems like a one-sided love. But i know deep down in my heart, i still love him, i still do. Would i be happier if we were to move on all by ourselves? I dont want to regret. Life is short, i simply just wanna enjoy every moment of it. Cause we can all find happiness, even in the simplest things cause happiness depends on ourselves. He made me experience many things that i'll never forget. Yeap, he's not the best guy i ever met, but i simply just love him for who he is :) I really hope we'll last cause i know, true love is hard to find. I'll just end abruptly here, xx.